To get over someone, get under someone else

So it seems that several of my friends think that what I need is to get fucked.

They think I need to find a good looking random stranger and work out my problems on his body.

But what I can't get them to understand is that I already had that.

I've been fucked by a stranger for the past six years.  

It has left me empty, self conscious, vulnerable and questioning everything I once knew.  

That last thing I want now is another stranger entering me only to take another part of me away.